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Seventeen-year-old Stella Ainsley wants just one thing: to go somewhere—anywhere—else. Her home is a floundering spaceship that offers few prospects, having been orbiting an ice-encased Earth for two hundred years. When a private ship hires her as a governess, Stella jumps at the chance. The captain of the Rochester, nineteen-year-old Hugo Fairfax, is notorious throughout the fleet for being a moody recluse and a drunk. But with Stella he’s kind.
But the Rochester harbors secrets: Stella is certain someone is trying to kill Hugo, and the more she discovers, the more questions she has about his role in a conspiracy threatening the fleet.
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CHAPTER ONE
The gravity stabilizers were failing again. I glanced up from my
sketchpad to see globules of liquid dancing up from my drinking glass. They
shimmered red, like droplets of blood, though I knew it was just
cherry-flavored nutri-drink. Dammit, that’s my protein ration for the day
wasted.
A sigh escaped me, and resignedly I stowed my drawing tablet and stylus
in the drawer under my mattress. They would be calling me any minute.
A moment later, right on time: “Stella Ainsley, please report to Area
Twelve.” The speaker crackled and popped, as it had done for years. I’d tried
to fix it, but on a ship as old as the Stalwart, there was only so much you
could do.
I tucked my long hair as best I could into a bun atop my head— harder than one
might think with your hair floating in all directions — as I grabbed my
toolkit and headed into the corridor, half bouncing, half floating with each
step. Orange lights flickered on and off, rendering the hallway dimmer than
usual, quite the feat, considering Ward Z was generally known as Dark Ward. A
few small windows were cut in between brushed-chrome walls that hummed with the
shudder of the engines, but starlight was insufficient to light the inside of a
ship. Ward Z was the domicile of the Stalwart’s lowliest; why squander precious
electricity on waste specialists and mechanics? Most of the ship’s light energy
was diverted to the fields. The Stalwart was the single largest provider of
food in the fleet. I made a note to fix the light later, nonetheless.
It was a short journey to the supply bay, my quarters being conveniently
close; I moved quickly from orange flickering over dull chrome down two levels
to the antiseptic white glow of the ship’s belly. The Stalwart was at least
clever enough to allocate decent energy reserves to the working parts of the
ship; it would do no good to repair essential systems if I couldn’t see.
“There you are,” Jatinder greeted me, wiping a sweat-slicked hand
against an equally sweaty forehead. Small droplets floated up from the tips of
his fingers. I could barely hear him above the grind of the engines.
“You couldn’t call Karlson?” I asked, bouncing over to the secondary
systems panel.
“I have to lead class in less than an hour.”
“That’s more than enough time.” Jatinder tsked. “And if it takes
longer, Ancient Earth Sciences will wait. I need you and your lovely, tiny
hands.”
“My hands are perfectly normal sized,” I mumbled as I set to work on
the machine, which alternately whooshed and wheezed. “Did you already try
hitting it?” I asked Jatinder, who grunted in the affirmative. Nevertheless, I
gave the thing a good smack before resorting to more invasive techniques. But
still I floated.
Jatinder attempted small talk as
we worked. “You heard about any of your applications?”
“One said no. Two still pending,” I said. “It’s hard to find engineering
positions, as you know.” My hand slipped noisily against a pipe.
“Oh, my God,” he said in Hindi, one of the few phrases I’d learned by
this point, as he said it so much. “You must think me completely naive.”
“What?” I played dumb, though heat rose to my cheeks at being caught in
my lie. Jatinder knew me too well after more than three years of working
together.
“We both know you aren’t applying anywhere as an engineer. You hate the
job, despite being very good at it— and not at all
humble, I might add— and unless someone on another ship dies
with no apprentice in place, you’re not getting an
engineering transfer.” I opened my mouth to reply, but he kept going. “I had
hoped you’d get over your foolish dreams of being taken on by some miracle ship
to teach, but what is this? Your third round of applications?”
My cheeks burned furiously hot, from embarrassment, anger, and just a
bit of despair. Jatinder was pessimistic — and pedantic — to a fault, but
he wasn’t wrong. Yet I clung to hope that I might escape the
fate of being stuck in the bowels of an ailing food-supply ship for the rest of
my life. Or worse, being jettisoned down to Earth whenever the Stalwart
inevitably failed, doomed to certain death on the frozen planet below. The last
ship that had deorbited over a year ago hadn’t been heard from since. Crew
probably all froze to death.
“Plenty of ships need teachers,” I offered, my voice small.
He threw me a look that dripped with pity. “Stella, you know the good
private ships don’t take on governesses from the likes of the Stalwart. You’re
even less likely to get off this place as a govern- ess than you are as an
engineer. Unless that family of yours wants you back, you’re stuck here.”
My family? I could hear my aunt Reed’s shrill tone in my ear as if she
were standing next to me: You have caused me nothing but grief. I am happy to see
the back of you. Those were her parting words to me. No, I was sure my “family”
did not want me back.
I swallowed his harsh truth down like cold tea, pushing it past my
throat, into my stomach, where I wouldn’t have to think of it. Squaring my
shoulders, I set to fixing the gravity stabilizer with extra verve. “I hope
your brother gets back soon,” I said sharply. Jatinder, barely older than I,
was only temporarily in charge until Navid returned from a resource mission. I
knew comparisons to his older sibling always chafed. “He said he’d try to get
me a new tablet while he was away. Mine has been on the fritz.”
“I don’t know why you bother. There’s nothing to paint but gray walls
and billions of stars.”
“I use my imagination. You should try it sometime.”
It took a solid forty-five minutes, but I managed to remove the extra
bounce from everyone’s steps by returning the ship’s gravity settings to
normal.
“See? Just in time to go teach the bright young minds of tomorrow,”
Jatinder said, tossing me a soiled rag. I found a relatively clean corner and
wiped my greasy hands off as best I could.
“I’ll see you next shift, Jatinder.” I rushed to get up to the school
deck in less than fifteen minutes. Considering the Stalwart was several miles
long and eight levels deep, that was no easy feat.
Having fixed the gravity problem at least, I moved up the decks more
efficiently than I had on my way down, zipping through narrow corridors I’d
practically memorized during my six years on board. Past residency wards U
through Y, where officials long ago stopped caring about the colorful graffiti
adorning the walls— some of which was my own. The warm orange
and purples of a sunset over the city of Paris, a city I’d studied but was likely now a frozen ruin, blurred by on my left just
before I hit the stairwell that would take me up, up, up.
I arrived out of breath but with a minute to spare, my adrenaline rush
of joy dissolving with a fizzle as soon as I saw the look on George’s face. I
knew that look. Someone had died.
“What happened?” I asked, ignoring the little flip my stomach did as
George hovered close.
“Arden’s mom,” he said with a sigh. “It happened fast. Med bay couldn’t
do anything for her.”
Of course they couldn’t. On the list of things that were always in
short supply: water, air, spare parts, food, medical supplies. I taught Earth
History, so I knew people used to live eighty, ninety, even a hundred years.
Not anymore. Jatinder’s brother, Navid, was considered on the older side at the
ripe age of thirty-four. George and I weren’t the only orphans on board, though
we were two of the only single almost-eighteen-year-olds left. Half our class
was already married.
George settled a large, warm hand over my shoulder, giving it a
squeeze. “See you at dinner later?”
I nodded, and George smiled just a bit, making me melt. I turned,
crossing with a slight hesitation over the threshold into the room. It was a
morbid location on the best of days — windowless, gray,
illuminated by buzzing neon light — and when death
came to call, the gloom clung to the walls, seeping through the rivets like
motor grease. The kids were quiet, a wholly unnatural state of being for their
age, and the pupil who ordinarily would be the happiest to see me met me with
red-rimmed eyes and a quivering lower lip.
“Oh, Arden,” I said, engulfing her in a hug. She sniffled into the
slick fabric of my coat, and I glanced over at my thirty-odd pupils, sitting
behind their communal-style desks with eyes politely averted. Enough of them
had suffered the loss of a parent or family member that no one would judge a
fellow student for crying in class.
What should I say? Surely not the platitudes they’d said to me, a
seven-year-old shocked numb by the passing first of a father — accidental death,
on the job— followed swiftly by a grief-stricken mother, by her
own hand. Something about God’s will, and how at least now there’d be two fewer
mouths to feed. While a pragmatic person, I wasn’t heartless.
“You can skip today’s lesson if
you want. You won’t get in trouble,” I said gently, easing my way out of her
grip and toward my desk. She nodded solemnly, retreating to a shadowy corner
where the recessed lighting in the ceiling didn’t quite reach.
“Good afternoon, class,” I began with a deep breath, retrieving my
lesson planner from the communal drawer all the student teachers used and
flipping to where our last lesson left off. “Who can tell me how a volcanic
explosion can lead to an ice age?”
A hand shot up. Carter, one of my eagerest pupils, always reading ahead
for the pleasure of it. Despite the melancholy, I caught more than a few kids
rolling their eyes in Carter’s direction. I called on him, knowing failure to
do so would send him into a tizzy.
“When a supervolcano explodes, all the dust it releases into the air
blocks the sunlight,” he said. Competent enough for an eleven- year-old.
“That’s just one part of it,” I said, “but good job. And how long can
an ice age last?” Carter’s hand flew up again, but this time I waited a beat
longer. A boy named Jefferson took the bait.
“Ten thousand years?”
“Not the big one,” I said. “I was thinking more of how long this
current one is predicted to last.” Because there was no point in making a
roomful of children panic.
“Two hundred years,” a girl in the second row called out. “That’s what we’re hoping,” I said. “And when
it comes time to go back down to the surface, all your farming skills will come
in handy.” I toed the Stalwart’s line perfectly, following the lesson plan
they’d given me to a T, even if it made my teeth ache to push out the words. I
knew an ice age caused by a supervolcano explosion could last a thousand years,
and two hundred was a lowball estimate. “Your assignment for today is to write
a short story about your ancestors who left Earth. What do you think they
thought about the supervolcano? How did they find out about the evacuation, and
what was it like to leave Earth behind and live in space- ships for the first
time?”
I pointedly didn’t mention all those who had been left behind. It was
possible for human beings to survive an ice age; history indicated as much. But
the percentage would be paltry; the casualties high. I tried not to think about
all who had perished, though it was hundreds of years ago.
The students set to writing— it would be a
class with a lot of downtime. I decided to seek out Arden, lest she be left too
long to her own thoughts. I found her huddled in the back, crying over a potted
plant.
“I don’t understand,” she sniffled, her voice hoarse.
“I know.” I crouched down to her level, laying a comforting hand on her
back. “It’s not fair.”
“But I watered it and everything!” Arden gestured at the plant, which,
now that I considered it, was looking a bit droopy.
“If I can’t figure out how to make it grow, I’ll never get to be a
farmer, and what if they stick me with something awful, like engineering?” she
let out in a string of breathless words, then snapped a hand over her mouth.
“I’m so sorry, Stella, I didn’t think—”
“It’s okay. Engineering isn’t all that bad, but I know it’s not for
everyone.” It was barely for me, but I’d take it over farming, person- ally.
Arden, however, came from a long line of farmers — everyone on the
Stalwart did — and I understood her angst. Everyone had to pull
their weight on board, and working the fields was one of the more stable,
fulfilling jobs.
“Did you put it under the sunlamp?” I asked. She nodded in the
affirmative. “Okay, then how much did you water it?”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, you can water a plant too much, effectively drowning it,” I said
gently.
Arden’s face fell. “I used my water rations to give it more. I thought
it would help.”
“Oh, Arden.” I sighed. “Drinking your daily water ration is very
important. You’ll get dehydrated.” Especially with all the tears she’d be
expending over the coming weeks and months. “Come with me.” I directed her to
the front of the room and out into the corridor, where I unzipped a stealth
pocket in my skirt and handed her my half-drunk day’s rations. She greedily
sucked it down, offer- ing me her first smile of the day.
“Listen,” I began, and her reaction was immediate— she obviously did
not want to talk about her mother. So I veered into safer territory. “You’re
really bright, Arden, one of my best students. I’m sure you’d make a fine
farmer, but it’s not so bad if you end up doing something else. What don’t you
like about engineering?”
“It’s dirty,” she said, eyeing my less-than-pristine hands, then lingering
on my face. Great, I must have a smudge on my face. And George didn’t say
anything. Jerk. “And,” Arden continued, lowering her voice to a conspiratorial
whisper, “I really, really don’t like the dark.”
“It’s actually not that dark down there,” I reassured her. “But you
shouldn’t be afraid of the dark, either. Think of it this way — the dark helps us
to better see the stars, so it can’t be all bad. Don’t you like the stars?”
Arden nodded, glancing over at a large recessed window, through which
distant stars could only just be seen. I wandered over, knowing Arden would
follow, leaning so close to the thick glass that my breath fogged it up. I
cupped my hands on either side of my face to block the haze of light from
behind, squinting out at the myriad of heavenly bodies.
“After I lost my mum and dad, I started talking to the stars,” I said.
“Someone told me that when we die, we are released out there, turned into
something burning and brilliant. I don’t know if it’s true, but it brings me
comfort. Maybe you can talk to the stars too. They’re excellent listeners.”
“Thanks, Stella,” Arden whispered, leaning heavily against my side. And
then she turned and was gone.
The ship shuddered, and I found myself careening backwards, landing
hard on my tailbone as all the lights blinked out, leaving the ship in
darkness.
About Alexa:
Alexa Donne is a Ravenclaw who wears many
hats, including fan convention organizing, teen mentoring, college admissions
essay consulting, YouTube-ing and podcasting. When she’s not writing science
fiction and fantasy for teens, Alexa works in international television
marketing. A proud Boston University Terrier, she lives in Los Angeles with two
fluffy ginger cats named after YA literature characters. Brightly Burning is
her debut novel.
Alexa is represented by Elana Roth-Parker of Laura Dail Literary Agency.
Giveaway Details:
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Tour Schedule:
Week One:
4/30/2018- BookCrushin- Guest Post
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Week Two:
5/9/2018- JustAddaWord- Review
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