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About The Book:
Author: Ruchira Gupta
Pub. Date: April 18, 2023
Publisher: Scholastic Press
Formats: Hardcover, eBook, Audiobook
Pages: 352
Find it: Goodreads, https://books2read.com/I-KICK-AND-I-FLY
"In I Kick and I Fly, Ruchira
Gupta has given young readers an irresistible story, and also one that could
save lives. This book is a gift." -- Gloria Steinem
A propulsive social justice adventure
by renowned activist and award-winning documentarian Ruchira Gupta, I
Kick and I Fly is an inspiring, hopeful story of triumph about a girl
in Bihar, India, who escapes being sold into the sex trade when a local hostel
owner helps her to understand the value of her body through kung fu.
On the outskirts of the Red Light
District in Bihar, India, fourteen-year-old Heera is living on borrowed time
until her father sells her into the sex trade to help feed their family and
repay his loans. It is, as she's been told, the fate of the women in her
community to end up here. But watching her cousin, Mira Di, live this life day
in and day out is hard enough. To live it feels like the worst fate imaginable.
And after a run-in with a bully leads to her expulsion from school, it feels
closer than ever.
But when a local hostel owner shows
up at Heera's home with the money to repay her family's debt, Heera begins to
learn that fate can change. Destiny can be disrupted. Heroics can be
contagious.
It's at the local hostel for at risk
girls that Heera is given a transformative opportunity: learning kung fu with
the other girls. Through the practice of martial arts, she starts to understand
that her body isn't a an object to be commodified and preyed upon, but a vessel
through which she can protect herself and those around her. And when Heera
discovers the whereabouts of her missing friend, Rosy, through a kung fu pen
pal in the US, she makes the decision to embark on a daring rescue mission to
New York in an attempt to save her.
A triumphant, shocking account
inspired by Ruchira Gupta's experience making the Emmy-award winning
documentary, The Selling of Innocents, this is an
unforgettable story of overcoming adversity by a life-long activist who has
dedicated her life to creating a world where no child is bought or sold.
Excerpt:
CHAPTER
ONE
Forbesganj,
Bihar, India
My stomach
growls as I walk through the wrought-iron gates into school. Today is Monday.
I’m always hungriest after the weekend at home. The main gate of the school
opens off a tarred road lined with tall
eucalyptus
trees. I breathe in their tangy, sour smell. The faded pink of our
L-shaped, two-story school building greets me with a brief, reassuring
familiarity.
The low wall
is very gray now, though at some point I’d like to think that it too had
been pink. It wraps around the entire compound, marking our patch as separate
from the green rice fields that surround us on three sides.
I feel the
other kids’ eyes on me as I cross the courtyard. Maybe because their
clothes are washed and starched every day and mine
aren’t.
Maybe they can hear my stomach’s hungry growl. Maybe they know that food
is why I really come to school.
Last night,
Mai found some potato peels and boiled them with a little salt. She
forages the garbage near the railway tracks for leftovers because Baba
takes her earnings to gamble.
I think of
him, big and tall, despite his limp. He twirls his flowing black mustache
as he walks around with a swagger in his lungi sarong, red plastic
sunglasses, and a bandanna tied around his neck. Looking at him, you
wouldn’t think that our family is starving.
But, in our
lane, when everyone is cold, dirty, and hungry, we are hungrier, dirtier,
and colder than everyone else.
I breathe
deeply and remind myself that I can feel confident, because today, I look
more like the other children. I’m not barefoot. I have on a pair of white
canvas shoes that I found near the railway tracks. I stare down at the
bindis I’ve stuck over the torn parts, where I’ve painted little flower
petals of blue and black around them with eyeliner pencils.
Still, the
nerves find their way to my chest. Whenever I get anxious about class,
about the other kids, I think of the breeze over the green rice fields
and the white birds that nest there.
I arrive at
the two buildings at the end of the courtyard. The hostel for orphaned
and vulnerable girls is on one side and the school building on the other.
All the rooms of the L-shaped school building open onto a long wraparound
veranda. The doors are never shut, even in the monsoon season, and there
is always a breeze, even when there is no electricity to power the
ceiling fans.
Parrots,
sparrows, crows, and even squirrels all nest in the old mango, semal
cotton, and guava trees here. And in a corner of the courtyard, just near
the swings, is a mud stretch where the hostel girls exercise in white
pants and jackets every day. I watch them practice their high kicks as I
walk to class.
The kids
point and whisper at me as I walk into the school building, but I don’t
stop or look at anyone. I keep walking down the long corridor and into class. I
prefer the days that they don’t notice me. It’s better than the
alternative. The heady smell of steaming rice wafts in from the school
kitchen and my eyes blur from the hunger.
“Pretty
shoes,” says Manish as I walk in. I blush with pleasure and sit next to
him.
Perhaps he’s
back to being my friend again like the old days. Before Rosy went
away.
It’s been a
while since I let myself think of her. Her long black hair, just like
mine. Her dimpled round cheeks and upturned eyes. Our teacher always
mixed us up, even though I’m much darker than her and am always dressed
in the same black salwar kameez, patched up in many places. I wonder if
Manish misses his sister as much as I miss my best friend.
I don’t know
how or when Manish became the most popular kid in school. Maybe because
he’s a good student, or because he’s strong and powerfully built. The
girls clamor for his attention and the boys cling to him as if his
confidence might rub off on them. Or maybe because his father is a police
officer, the famous Suraj Sharma, and Manish comes to school in the
police van. In the monsoon season, he gives the school principal a lift
too.
I place my
schoolbooks on the desk and turn to him with a smile. He points at my
painted shoes. “They don’t really hide your dirty feet. You can still see
that they’re old and torn.”
Everyone
bursts out laughing.
Math class
begins. Our teacher, Sunil Sir, sits on a big chair behind a wooden desk.
He’s neatly dressed, as usual. His large bony body conceals his gentle and
patient nature. I take my stubby pencil and dirty notebook out of my worn
cloth satchel and begin to listen.
I’m so
hungry I can’t hear a word. If anyone bothered to check, they would see
just how completely lost I really am. I copy the problem set on the board
and then write borderline nonsense. Or maybe it does make sense, and I
just can’t tell. I can’t stop thinking about the rice and daal boiling in
the kitchen.
My stomach
performs a big, famished rumble as soon as the bell rings.
Manish
hears. “Don’t worry, Heera, it’s lunchtime now,” he says mockingly. And
again, everyone starts laughing. Of course they know food is why I come
to school.
I focus my
eyes away from my classmates and toward the trees outside. One day I’ll get
used to the hunger and hopelessness like Mai. Manish gets up from the wooden
bench we share and walks to one near the door. He sits down like royalty
with his feet up on a desk in front of him and his back resting on a
table behind him. A few of the boys gather around him. He says something
and they all laugh. I know they’re up to something, but I have to get
past them to get to the mess hall. When I make my way through the narrow aisle
between the tables, my gaze is fixed toward the door. I’m almost there
when I trip over something—a foot perhaps—and the ground falls out from
under me.
My arms
shoot out to break my fall, but I’m too late. I’m flat on my face. A spot
of blood leaks from my nose as I get up off the floor. Without wiping it, I run
from the laughter. My toes push apart the already-torn canvas of my
shoes.
I take my
mat and spread it on the floor of the mess hall. As I cross my legs to
sit, I sneak a look at my toes peeping out of the torn shoes. Are my feet
really dirty? I look more closely. They’re cracked and coated with filth.
I thought my brown skin hid the dirt, but it doesn’t really work that
way, I suppose. I curl my toes into my shoes and tuck my feet under
me.
And then the
food arrives. Whole spices, cauliflower, and chunks of potatoes almost
melt into the roasted moong daal that has been boiled with rice and arhar
daal. The khichdi glistens with the spoonful of ghee topping it. I can
think of nothing else as I swallow great, big, hungry mouthfuls. We are
almost done eating by the time they bring around the boiled eggs. One
perfect, gleaming oval hits my steel plate and rolls around. Eggs are
only served twice a week, and they have always been my favorite food. I
can practically taste the egg’s rich, heavy, buttery flavor.
I keep my
eye on it as I finish the rest of my food. I know it won’t disappear, but
I don’t dare to look away. The kids around me don’t seem to notice when I
slip the egg into my bag.
What if I
were to leave now and bring Mai the egg for lunch? My full stomach is a
heavy burden to bear. But as I quietly file out, Manish suddenly appears
at my elbow with two other boys who I don’t know as well.
“Oh, hello,
Heera,” Manish says with a smirk. “What’s in the bag?” I hold on to my bag
tightly.
“What do you
do when you aren’t at school?” asks one of the boys with him before I can
respond.
“I bet I
know what she does when she isn’t here,” says another boy. He walks
forward and stands beside Manish. They don’t live far from our lane lined
with small brothel rooms behind the huts. They know.
“Why does
she come to school, anyway? We know what she’ll end up doing. You don’t
need to read and write to do that,” the first boy says, as if I’m not
even here.
“Yeah, like
that cousin of hers, Mira. Bet she spends all day reading,” taunts
the other boy.
Their
laughter echoes through my brain. My cheeks are on fire and my heart
begins to race. Shame creeps onto my skin, heating my face from the
inside.
And then
Manish grabs my bag, and I know immediately what he’s going to do. I try
to snatch it back, but he’s already reached inside. His smile is an awful
thing across his face.
“Heera laid
an egg! Heera laid an egg!” he sings as he pulls out the egg and holds it
above his head.
I run after
him as he strides down the corridor. It’s as though I’m back in front of
my family’s tiny hut just a few days ago, chasing down the pig that stole
my little sister Chotu’s only good shirt. That didn’t end well, and
neither will this.
I don’t even
know my next move; I act on impulse and kick Manish hard in his butt. And
as he tumbles to the floor, I reach out and yank the egg out of his
hand.
Miraculously,
it is intact. I put it into my pocket, and before he can get up, I let my
fist fly, hitting him straight in the face. I watch, as though in slow
motion. Blood flies out of his mouth. I lean down and pick up a tooth off
the ground, and he looks at me with horror as he reaches up to his face.
The shouts around me grow louder, crying for punishment. The crowd wants
retribution for Manish and his broken tooth.
I return the
tooth but keep the egg.
The
principal is not in his office after Manish has finished dragging me
through the hallways. As we wait outside, he continues to taunt me.
“You’re not gonna get away with this. I will make sure you never come to
school again. You Nats are all thieves and prostitutes. You’ll never
change.”
It’s nothing
I haven’t heard before. But I can’t seem to quell the anger stirring
inside me before my reflexes kick in and I spit at his feet. The principal
comes around the corner at that very moment. “What is going on?” he asks
angrily, waving his walking stick. “Manish tripped me and pulled my bag, sir,”
I stammer. Manish shows him the broken tooth.
The
principal looks at me furiously, his bald head glimmering. “As it is, the
other parents object to admitting children like you to this
school.”
I hang my
head, staring at the floor just in time to see a mouse scuttling by.
“Please come
to my office,” the principal says. He doesn’t say a word to Manish.
Manish
returns to class as I walk into the principal’s chamber. “I’m sorry,” I mumble,
my head still down as I slowly enter. “I’m afraid I can’t keep you in school
any longer. Your father can
come and
take all your certificates. But you will have to find admission in some other
school,” the principal says in a firm voice as I stand in front of his
desk.
“Please,
sir . . .” I attempt to explain what happened, but he pulls out a file
and begins to make notes as if I’m not there.
“No
explanations necessary. There’s no room for discussion under the
circumstances. Just leave,” the principal repeats in a voice that brooks
no ifs, ands, or buts.
I wait
silently for a few moments, hoping he will give me an opening. But after
an agonizing minute of standing there, invisible, I walk out, tormented
by the principal’s words.
I begin to
shake uncontrollably.
My arms and
legs feel too heavy to walk home. I don’t want to face Mai’s tears and
Baba’s fists. But it’s too late for that. Much too late. Baba will tell
her he was right: We Nat tribes are not meant for school. Mai will lose
face to Baba after all her sacrifices to make sure I could attend.
What will I
eat?
I walk past
the empty schoolyard, my feet pinching in my hand-me down shoes. The other
children are all still in class, including Salman, my model older
brother—always so calm and studious. He’s able to crack a joke to defuse
a fight. But me? I fight too easily. I lose my temper in a minute.
I reach the
referral hospital. I can see our dirt lane, smell the rotten food dumped
by the food carts as I cross the railway tracks. My stomach growls
automatically while my senses revolt. My insides know that the smell
means food.
I leave the
pigs to it this time. Tomorrow, when the hunger rises like a serpent in
my stomach, biting my insides, when even the swallowing of my saliva
won’t still the cramps, I will come back.
My eyes
sting and I realize the tears have already come. I straighten my shoulders and
walk to our makeshift plastic home propped against one solid wall. My
future is a hazy, unknowable thing, full of menacing shadows. My actions
could very well seal the fate for my younger sisters, Chotu and Sania, as
well.
Perhaps
Chotu might fulfill my mother’s dreams. She is a plucky five-year-old.
Her thin, spiny body conceals a determined spirit. Perhaps my brother,
Salman, will calm Baba down. He’ll crack a joke, and everyone will forget
that they have to share their portion of food with me. Perhaps Baba will
be happy that he was right. Perhaps he will leave for the liquor shop
without beating me or yelling at Mai.
Perhaps Mira
Di has sent some milk over for Sania, the baby. Perhaps I will be able to sell
my canvas shoes to the garbage recycling uncle at the head of our
lane.
Perhaps I
will accustom myself to the constant hunger like Mai. Now that I am old
enough—fourteen going on fifteen. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps . . .
But perhaps,
now that I am not in school, it will be easier for Baba to sell me. I can
quell the pangs of hunger, but I cannot quell the fear of what awaits me
if Baba and Ravi Lala push aside Mai’s wishes.
About Ruchira Gupta:
Ruchira
Gupta has pioneered laws, policies, protocols, conventions and Best Practice
approaches in the Feminist Abolitionist struggle against sex-trafficking in the
UN, globally and India. Her work will be archived at Stanford Library and will
be open access for students across the world to study. Her journey began as a
journalist, when she made the Emmy-winning documentary, The Selling of
Innocents. With the help of the documentary, she testified to the US Senate for
the passage of the first Trafficking Victim Protection Act and to the UN for
the passage of the UN Protocol to End Trafficking in Persons. She founded the
Indian anti-sex trafficking organization, Apne Aap Women Worldwide, that
supports thousands of prostituted and at risk girls in India. You can learn
more about her organization here: apneaap.org
She is a
visiting professor at New York University, and Distinguished Scholar at
University of California, Berkley. She is the editor of a feminist journal for
SAGE, Antyajaa: Indian Journal of Women and Social Change and two anthologies-
River of Flesh & Other Stories and The Essential Gloria Steinem Reader. She
has been presented the French Légion honneur, an Emmy, and the Clinton Global
Citizen, UN NGO CSW Woman of Distinction award. She dreams of a world in which
no human being is bought or sold.
Links- Instagram | All other
social media- https://linktr.ee/ruchiraguptalinks
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